the countdown begins....

so i mentioned before that half marathon i was planning to run last year and didn't. i thought i was done with it. through. out of my mind. not so fast. i got the registration form for this year's event, with the payment section marked out- "payment carryover from 2004" written very boldly next to it. now the pressure's on. i had already written off that $40 registration fee. but now i'm feeling the guilt. will i start training again? will i actually get off my duff and start running, or even walking? will i ever lift a weight again? (does picking up the kid count?) will have to wait and see. it won't be tomorrow.